I often find myself looking to confide in someone but in all the wrong places. I've always known I can be naive and too trusting. But what else can I do? There are all these expectations for me to be this normal healthy person but i've had so many doors shut in my face, I need to hear something different, find a more whole perspective of life, and just see if everyone does think the same of me. Sometimes I wonder why i'm willing to talk to people at all, since clearly i'm not worth the time of day. Can I ever find what I need emotionally? Do I deserve to? I don't mean to keep putting people off by being so self-deprecating. They say i've no self-esteem, it's just my fashion. Maybe i'm just permanently broken. Beyond repair. Or maybe i want to be.
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So I finally went out and bought Overnight Socialite by Bridie Clark, and so far I really love it. It's so amazing how all-encompassing an anthropological perspective can be. Since Aniza's piano lesson was at Yamaha Parade this morning, my sister took me to MPH during to look for my book, and while I was there I considered LA Candy which I always said that I wanted so much, but I was disappointed at how spaced out the print was! Also, it's very expensive so I thought I would wait till next time. I'm so behind, I haven't read LA Candy and I still have Sweet Little Lies to read. On another note, I really want to watch Pretty Little Liars. I wasn't that impressed with one episode that I wasn't fully able to understand/follow, but it seemed juicy. Time for another wish list! I can't believe how indulgent i'm being.
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