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Posted by azreen | Posted in Photos | Posted on 19-02-2012

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There’s always that girl, naturally skinny and with flawless complexion, she has a stay at home mom, a maid, is close to her sisters, has study groups with her best girlfriends, elected as head prefect, gets best student award every year, doesn’t need to work during school holidays. Don’t believe me, ask me who she is. People tell me that nobody’s perfect. Okay fine, actually my mom tells me nobody’s perfect. But seriously? Sure, maybe she’s not charitable, or she doesn’t recycle. But her parents are proud of her. My friends have told me really kind things like don’t compare yourself to other people, just do what makes you happy, and do the best you can for yourself. But seriously? In the school I went to, we were taught to compare ourselves in everything to everyone! Being the second oldest, how can I not compare myself to other people? I keep talking about all these bad influences in my life. Growing up in a superficial town, having parents who don’t speak BM and watch tv all the time, of being manipulated by girls who think they’re better than me because they’re popular. I know that if all this didn’t happen to me, I would have become a much better person than what I am today. My defeatist mentality, intolerance for physical activity,  everything comes from those. I was ruined before I had the chance to know how to face anything, so please don’t tell me that I need to be more tough or resilient or determined or any of those things that I don’t see you demonstrate cause when something is inconvenient you either make me do stuff for you or you just vent to me! Okay, mostly that’s what my mom does, but I see other people do it too, like to other people if not me.

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Post 121

Posted by azreen | Posted in Birthday Presents | Posted on 29-08-2011

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Okay, so saturday night was Amelia’s birthday party at TGIF Pyramid. And then sunday night I went to Pasta Zanmai Empire with my family. The first picture is Chicken Onsen Rice, and the second picture was I think Cedar-Seared Salmon Pasta which I forgot to steal from the person who ordered it. So far we’ve got Vanessa’s present, Keesha’s present, and Kyra’s present. And also my auntie’s present. my mom said we’re giving them their presents during raya. While other people bring the rendang, ketupat, lemang etc.

Everything at Pasta Zanmai is so good, I couldn’t decide what to order. And they served everything within 20 minutes! When we were at Secret Recipe in Parade on wednesday night I already had a feeling it would go bad, but when the waiting time was reached the one-hour mark I already couldn’t handle it even though I already expected something. Anyway, initially I was pushing for Seoul Garden to my sister, and after that Madam Kwan’s to my mom. I still don’t know what I really like to eat. Nothing ever really pleases me that much. Today I went to look for Wario Smooth Moves at Summit, but almost everywhere is already closed or sold out. I didn’t think it would be this hard. I really want to treatment my dry hair today, but we all know there’re far bigger adversities that await me.

Post 108

Posted by azreen | Posted in Photos | Posted on 23-07-2011

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