Post 53

Posted by azreen | Posted in Uncategorized | Posted on 15-11-2010

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I made a really bad decision today. I feel so stupid, and I wish I could have made better judgement. I drove home during peak hour. While it was raining. Oh well, I learnt my lesson, and I always have the freedom to come home whenever I want, I think, so I don’t think I’ll let it happen again. I’m not sure which one is safer though, driving home through lots of traffic to accompany me, and move slowly to, or drive home without traffic at night.

Also, importantly, I finally changed my shampoo! I’m so happy! It’s so exhilarating, and i’m so thankful to my mom, cause she paid for the shampoo. Now my hair is as it should be. Until the next time my hair gets used to the shampoo again. It usually doesn’t happen earlier than 5 months or so. I guess i’ve been running around a lot lately, exposing my scalp to lots of pollutants and environmental dirt. And various kinds of air-borne dander. Eww. You’d think that standing under the shade of a tree you’d be relatively care-free.

New shampoo, I know, is not an answer to everything, it doesn’t solve everything, and doesn’t wash away all problems. But it does motivate me and keep me perky to go about with my daily activities.

After a week of waking up at 8am everyday, today I woke up at 6am. Not early enough! This is part of the reason I so badly wanted something to perk me up. Last week was a terrible week of suffering from caffeine withdrawal. Last two weeks in fact. Bad migraines. Just form soft drinks! Those close to me would know how much Coke I drink. I know, it’s bad for me. See me smile and my stained teeth show plain evidence of my excessive soft drink consumption, but I haven’t had anymore Coke. For a few days now.

I really think that the power steering in the car is not working anymore. Especially after how my mom commented that it felt heavier. It gave me muscle ache the whole of last week. Like my right arm felt super tired. But later my mom took back what she said, rationalizing that power steering only works when the car is moving, so obviously when she wanted to reverse out of the parking spot it would feel a bit heavy. And she also scolded me for saying that driving would make my arm tired, since she said that I don’t have to make many turns anyway. After all, someone unemployed like me wouldn’t have so many important places to be. I know, I know, i’m severely unfit. Oh god, what a start to a week.

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