Happy October! This year is really different. It's pretty crazy. Last october I was miserable and really sad about a lot of stuff. This year I have different reasons to be miserable, so the fact that I don't have to continue being miserable about the same things is great. I don't want everyone to leave and for me to be left alone here. Everything that happens to me, and everything I do because of it, is because I have no choice. I really wanted to go to Marche by movenpick, WIP, and Plan B. Even if I get a chance to go to Alexis it would at least be something! I can't believe i've been using my laptop for 4 years already. Raya Haji is this weekend. Where will everyone sit? Or rather, who will actually come? What will they eat? I can't believe this is a raya photo from 5 years ago. I wonder if everything really was as simple as it seemed back then.
Once again, a blogpost with no comments. Not that I would need to announce that. Because no one would read it. Time and time again, everything that happens in my life shows me that no one reads my blog. I mean, had they read it, they would certainly have something to say about what I wrote. Or at least not ask me a question to which they could have got the answer simply by reading a few lines from one of my posts. Everything I want is too much to expect from everyone else. But nothing I do is good enough for anyone. It's just really hurtful for people to constantly expect things from me while they could never so much as read at least my latest post. How come it's only important if someone else needs something? I can't be begging for help my whole life. Surely there's someone in this world who actually wants to talk to me.Read More »Post 243