For quite a while it's been a struggle for me to come to terms with how different things were becoming between me and my sister. I really hated how I always had to compete against so many people for her attention. She had another three days off work since coming back from her trip, so Aniza and I followed her to go out today. She went to Inglot and then took me to all the important obligatory visits to make when we're out. And she bought me my first ever pair of high top sneakers. But i still have a lot to think about, I mean she already bought me two jackets from Zara last month, and she wouldn't be in this position if my whole life I was taken care of adequately by the relevant appointed people accordingly. It's unfair to her, and I wish they would own up and finally admit they've always leaned on her way too much.