August 2014

Post 241

Okay, I am pretty happy with Pretty Little Liars right now. I guess I always have been. I've started to look forward to it even more than Revenge and Once Upon a Time. Lucy Hale won Choice TV Actress Drama for her role as Aria Montgomery at the 2014 Teen Choice Awards. Ashley Benson won Choice Summer TV Star Female, which is huge. Right at the beginning of No One Here Can Love or Understand Me; episode eleven of Pretty Little Liars, all the build-up from the previous episode of going to the police to out Alison was immediately thwarted by yet another threat from A.

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I'm deciding between Xiaomi Mi3, Alcatel OneTouch, or a Huawei as a replacement for my phone. Having a permanent call history despite turning off my phone as well as battery life is really important to me. Too bad I have no money. This could be a lesson in replacing things -- if i'm not careful, I could end up being replaced. It has certainly been made very clear that what I have to offer really isn't that much, the tasks I do really aren't difficult, and that anyone could replace me and do a much better job of everything.

Schedule 12 August 2014

  • 10:00 am              Buy art supplies at big bookshop
  • 10:30 am              Send Adila to proton
  • 12:40 pm              Send Aniza to school
  • 5:00 pm                Fetch Adila from proton
  • 6:30 pm                Fetch Aniza from school
  • 8:00 pm                Send Adila to Yamaha
  • 9:00 pm                Send Ashraf to tuition
  • 9:15pm                  Pick up Adila from Yamaha
  • 10:00pm              Pick up Ashraf from tuition
I found that whenever someone is asking me something, the explanation for it is usually not true. I hate that there are people who look at others not necessarily as human beings, but as stepping stones, or just a means to an end. I realize that as long as I give them what they want - be it a favour, or simply information - it makes no difference to them what they had to say to get it from me. As long as I believe it and comply. It always ends up being my fault for trusting them. Or my fault for doing something because I felt that I had to, or knowing that I didn't want to do it. That's not fair. I don't know who to trust, and how should I know? People see that I can be vulnerable when i'm not with my sisters, and they shouldn't be taking advantage of that. Going through this my whole life, you would think that i've learned my lesson. But a person doesn't need to be subjected to manipulation that many times in order to condition them into submissive behaviour. If you're not careful, you'll become known as easy prey - and frequently targetted because of it.  

Post 239

Okay, what i really want to watch is Step Up All In. I mean, omg, i've always loved the step-up movies, but I was always too busy to go watch them. And I really want to download Fling - message the world. And I haven't downloaded we heart it. Or maybe i should replace my phone before doing all this, cause as it stands, i barely have enough data capacity for my existing apps. I can't wait to renew my MPH card! I don't know why I never thought of enjoying those privileges earlier. Now that just leaves activating my PLUSMiles card that I bought two years ago but have now fallen into the hands of someone else. If i only knew what to do about that CIMB threat that I got. It really isn't my fault that my account has been inactive for so long. Sometimes your life just does that to you! Okay, I was at this open house yesterday. And it didn't go as well as I hoped. I did not get an indoor seat like I hoped. And there wasn't enough time to thoroughly enjoy the food, thanks to a certain person who decided to drag everyone home just cause she wanted to take yet another of her naps. I so couldn't with her for the rest of the day because of what she did, and I learned my lesson of not trusting or going along with people who do not care if you're there.  

Post 238

I really need photoshop. I need it back. I miss the level adjustment panels and sliders. I forgot the things I used to do for fun. I vaguely remember listening to music. I watched everyone take group photos at the movies, while I missed out on Divergent, Winter Soldier, Spiderman, X-men, Maleficent, Godzilla, and Fault in Our Stars. I even forgot what it was I liked to eat. If i even can eat out anymore, thanks to everyone's boycott of almost everything. I have not much to keep me entertained besides overplaying Hilary Duff's Chasing the Sun. Which is amusing because it sounds exactly like her previous song I Can't Wait, but other than that is really boring, thanks in part to it being written by Colbie Caillat. This sunday is Prof Datuk Dr's open house. Oh dear, what do I wear? Okay, so MBLAQ is gonna be at Pavillion tomorrow for the K-Festival, but I don't know if I really wanna go. I only know a few of their songs, and getting to Pavillion and back is a challenge, especially on a weekend.